I'm Sssoooo Tired

Man I don't know what the deal is, but I am so tired today. I feel like I've done so much when in reality I've done very little. Other than work and dinner I haven't done much else. I think it's more stress than exhaustion. I'm trying to get all the stuff together for the loan on the house and trying to keep the house going. I always knew Richard did alot around the house and trust me I was very grateful. However, now that he hasn't done much the last 4 days, I feel like there is so much to do. It's going to be a long 8 weeks - so pray for me to have patience and to be able to keep up with all of it. The thought of moving without all his help is really stressful, but I guess it will all get done.
The loan process is moving along. We only have a few documentations that need to be made (or so they tell me) and then we can close next week MAYBE. You all know how that process goes. There is so much to get done before we can move and I am trying to keep a positive attitude. Don't get me wrong I am so excited about the possible new house, but I would be more positive if my husband were not in a cast. I know I will have plenty of help - I just feel bad for him to - he will want so much to help and won't be able to. Brandon - now you can repay us for all the times we have moved you guys :).
Jacob is done with TAKS test for this year and he is so glad. He had a perfect score on the reading and said the math was pretty easy - Nathaniel took math today and said he thinks he did well. I'm just glad for everyone these tests are almost over.
This buying a house thing has taught me alot of things. Number one, people don't move nearly as quickly as I want them to. Number two, God does not move as quickly as I want him to - and for that I am grateful. Isn't amazing how God's timing is perfect and if we can just learn to wait on him our lives will make more sense and be so much better. I wish I could walk in faith like other people I know. I mean I walk in faith but not completely. I am always second guessing the things that are happening, even when I've prayed about them. I know I need to learn to trust God more and depend on his grace and guidance. My prayer today is that whatever happens in my life will be becuase I allowed God to take over and reign in my life completely. God is awesome all the time not just in the good times.